12_31_25
the air was clean today. recorded a little bit of music. hired as a telemarketer in torrence
1_1_26
happy new year. il make some noise today and drink coffee
1_1_26
went to a restaurant called Seoul Salon the other night. did they mean saloon? located in korea town across from a much livlier and successful restaurant, this establishment disturbed me in ways I never thought id experience. too many weird things happened too quickly. I made a rash decision which I slightly regret. to start, it seemed like a hair salon from the outside so obviously after finding out they serve food we were intrigued. the booths looked cozy. as we entered we were met with a vibe that hit us almost like a smell. it could have been the alcohol, consumed buy our bartender who seemed okay at first. after ordering and then ordering again, a sketchy individual sat next to us and it seemed he was not welcome. this is normal in bars and im used to it. unfortunately the bartender attacked the guy resulting in the man screaming "get your hands off me you fucking immigrant". this bartender was cruising for a bruising. that shook us to our core but something in me wanted to stay and see if this place was good. after we noticed the tiny waitress run for no reason, we deicded to try a booth seat since its what drew us in here to begin with. we needed cozy. and distance from our new friend. at this point i was afraid to say that we wanted to leave and we embraced for another stream of strangeness. the 3 times we asked for water we were given barley water. when asked the 3rd time we were told that that is "their water". offended, we left it at that. as im sipping my barely water i noticed the sign "modern girls" hung above a curtained room that was meant for more dining tables but was taken over by the owners office. files, framed photographs and a desktop computer were in perfect view. not the most appetizing. once the grey assorted skewers arrived i took one bite and decided finally that we should leave. after we left we were followed up the block by the bartender (who we learned is named danny). he confronted us at another restaurant and said we dined and dashed. i didnt eat the food. am i required to pay? whats the edicate here?
1_2_26
rain today. tagged the studio wall and finished website for the label.thinking about rummell. his wake is on sunday.give tour of the studio to the neighbors. hopefully they let us keep it. more backyard shows coming up this month and bar shows too. probably wont play live yet im still working out these songsstarted really pushing alot of midrange today. record is coming along
1_3_26
rain today again. wrote lyrics last night to a song off the new record. it had gibberish lyrics before. hung out with connor all day. stuck in the rain. saw jenna and robert at habitat. theyre the best. Let’s save tonight for another day I swear to god il find my way And the dogs they do what everyone says but they’ve gone through decay I’m home I’m home And telling tales I can’t condone Taking off my river clothes To fall asleep between the dark In the morning I will read a play Of You covered in flowers And pulled the veil cornered and dry You took the blood On the lips And realized you need more than this For a day For a day
1_4_25
rumels funeral today. made photocopies of journal entries. need to try some acetone xeorx technique tonight.